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Midnight rantings 105#: Damning consequences
So this girl has been busy in some usual quarters lately
And “that busy” kind of got me thinking today
Why am I not keeping up on “that busy”?
Because I know there may be consequences
Or rather, I have over-thought and over-analysed the poor situation
To the point that I get to scared to live in the moment
Or could it be that I am just trying to be rigid about that, like most other things
Oh well, wanting to always do the right thing gets exhausting
And though it leads to a good place….
Sometimes I doubt the need for it
So, for once, I want to damn the consequences
And just do what I think pleases me
Because all that rigidity and holding tight to rules
And consequences and blah
Have just gotten exhausting
And am like wait….Mo, live a little
And make mistakes
And enjoy being imperfect
So yea….gonna just live it
DOn’t over-think…just do
And live..
With love,
M.